what is happening?

2010-01-31T19:51:00.000+08:00

have you ever placed so much hope on a dream u hope to achieve, wishing it would come true and u would fufil it? Then when u finally experience it, it is not what u expect at all.

many a times, we then to go into somthing without thinking of the consequences.

“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

someday, i wish i could

[ ► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █▌ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness. ]

2010-01-18T12:18:00.001+08:00

Life Is So Beautiful, But So Fragile

Every breath counts, every moment matters.

Life is God's gift to our planet.

A lifetime is not enough for us to know ourselves.

Yet we waste time in perverse pleasures, unmindful of our own beauty.

If you are not living your life to the fullest, you are missing something.

HAPPY 2010! (:

2010-01-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

2009-12-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

this is not the 1st time..

it has been countless times where me, my mum and sister has recieved verbal and physical violent abuses from my brother.
my brother has anger management inability. he cannot control his anger and will resort to grusome ways to get what he wants.

once, he set fire on my doorknob of my bathroom door when i was just about to get out from the bathroom. armed with just a lighter and deodrant(flammable), the whole room soon caught fire and i was trapped inside.

if not for my sister, who put out the fire with pails of water, i would have suffocated from the inhalation of the smoke and maybe died there.

He, my brother is violent and abusive. He used to spanner to tear down my door and kicked my stomach when i was minding my own business. Whenever he is bored, he will lock himself in my parents room and play DOTA. Even several hard knocks from me, my mum and sis will not be able to open it.

and the best part is that he believes in GOD. but why is he still doing this? It totally killed my belief in christianity the moment he does all this things to me.

After today, i no longer will believe in anything my brother says and does. I have long given up on him and everytime i try to talk to him, he will spit back negative remarks and comments that either hurts me and as much as i want to continue on, the attitude that he gives me totally puts me off and i give up talking to him totally.

I used to wish that i had a brother who i will love and who love me too. In this way, there would be less quarrels and whatever we did, we would have each other for protection and trust. However, I have since treated my brother like a ghost, that he is a haunting that would forever haunt us, till the time i move out and live in my own house.

my only hope is that i wish he would grow up and be nicer to my family soon.

charice pempengco

2009-12-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

If I wrote a note to God, I would speak what's in my soul
if i wrote a note to god, i'll pour all my heart out on each page
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

this is my new song for my blog and its repeating in my head everytime i think of her.
Just a young philipino girl...with such a big heart and big vocals
i applaud her from the bottom of my heart..
she wins all the major singers hands down
her voice is not only soothing but a sense of power and pride.

the song is called "Note to God"
and it explains my current emotions, thoughts and life now.
i wanna share it with everyone
and in the event that i dun blog on christmas,
a MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance! <3 to all readers
may 2009 leave you with happy memories and
2010 come with abundant opportunities for u to sore!

signing off xoxo
yenxi

fun times

2009-12-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

home is any four walls that enclose the right person.

with so many happening revolving around me recently, these holidays, i am going to be spending my time mostly at home, because i love my home. I have came to realise that there is so much things one can do in the house. last holidays, i got bored of home very fast and always want to go out. but every where i went, it was to the same pace and u have to spend money and time to travel there. why not stay at home and cook, watch tv and let urself run lose? you can close the curtains and blast the music and dance around with total privacy( except your family members maybe).

maybe because im a homebody and have quietened down from my wild side. Life is not about going out everyday, partying and having fun. Life is also about living simply, enough to content your heart and your soul.

ok the end of my short update to revive my blog that seems so dead. all of the other events im too lazy to blog i've kind of lost my blogging mood and will update when i have something to share.

burnt

2009-11-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

i played with fire.
it got bigger and bigger
and i got burnt
badly
emotionally
all for good fun.

i was planning to weave a scarf
weave weave weave
entangle entangle entangle
in the end
it all come into a big knot
unable to sort itself out

i went to the graveyard
and dig a hole
i fell in
unable to get myself out

i played with fire and got burnt
i weaved a scarf and got entangled
i dugged my own grave

yenxi, you're great. u invited trouble, u spelled out trouble yourself
this is gonna take a while to die down
hope i would not ever get invoved in this stupid game anymore to do this forfeit

so long ,
yenxi

my november

2009-11-15T22:20:00.004+08:00

are you chasing your dreams or are your dreams chasing you? thats something to think about.

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recently, my life has been a 360 degree turn. its like i suddenly woke up one day and told myself im about to change for the better. Like at the blink of an eye.

Life has been wonderful with its ups and down. Cherished the moments, learn from the past. Memories fade, but if you spent enough time to sustain and preserve them, it is as good as new.

i'll start of with november 5th. i went with tracy, nora and xiao mei jocelyn to bugis after sch to search for her sister's birthday present which was on friday. after sch from woodlands to bugis. imagine how far. lol. ok further on, it was about 8 pm when we reached and we went bugis street to look for her sister's present. walked everywhere and nora and tracy took their time to search for the vest which was like not important at that point in time coz the main point was to search for her sister's prezzie. then nvm. ok search search search till we went into this bag shop and she finally bought a bag at 10pm. we spent 2 hours idling around the place. They din have any sch on friday but i had. and it was like so tiring to get them to stray away from the shops.

showed them the jackets which is now broken into 2 shops. one with denim and one the ordinary one. then i was so frustrated and angry they took so long to try on the jackets but i would not go into it coz its horible to complain about others. eventually they bought those jackets.

then lazed at burger king after that. It was about 11. and i have not done rj, luckily joce lent me her lappy and we did it there. that ends my post of nov 5. here are some pics.

was busy doing my rj and could not take pics. hahaha (: the used my cam instead.

there without joce i wore really nice that day coz i wanted to take pics. in the end, i didnt take much coz the rest took so long to chose the present
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clean and green week

angela, meiyu, linds

with them

camwhore in toilet. dress code was all black. loland report to sch at 6.45am in the morning. not scared get knock down by car while crossing road. hiaz. these people sometimes are quite brainless. they just do things accordingly and dun think about the consequences.

with angela. quite shagged

my role with linds, ben and felicia (my classmates of year 2 sem 2) was to help out for a human snakes and ladders. Thus, all we had to do was pick up life size dice and give it to the people to play. lol. quite fun though

with the mosquito (: hhahaah mascot of the day .super hot

happy but tired

unglam and fat :(

with wei wei

apa kabar? shirifah and fatinfutin

errr dunno what they doing

candid

serious

pimp lol.

rabit fatin

together

khairul

h-boo. (:
didnt take much pictures as everyone was busy and all. thats all for clean and green
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random pics in class with clarissa

angela. she is really good at taking pics (:

Bernice (: pretty!

all doing their own things

on purpose or candid? u decide

lovely girls

friend for a year (:

watched my sassy girl on big screen (:
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reflections 09 last tuesday (: it was so good omg. sly boy rocks and so does replug ig!

kim, from campus superstar went onstage and sang jailhouse rock. She rocks! didnt know it was her till jocelyn told me. lol.

AWESOMENESS!!

hahah candid

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class is discussing on what to do for event on jan 10 JIVE FIESTA must come support!

accounting faci sometimes he is nice but sometimes he just makes people sleep. i think im like the most enthu among the class coz i actually try to engage in his convo.

pre event stategy
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didnt go home ytd. went to stay over at jocelyn's house instead. supposed to use the toilet but then did rj there and it was too late to go back lol.

her father very nice i wished my father was as nice as hers. he went down early in the morning to buy joce and i breakfast macs

lol. when i came to sch the next day, surprise that people asked me how come i am in the same clothes. gosh die alr. ahahhaa next time rem to bring a change of clothes if ur staying over at friend's house

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thats all i still have lots of things to blog about but i'll stop here coz i need to study got 3 UTS next week TT_TT
CIAO!(:

dreams

2009-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

SO NEAR YET SO FAR

have you wished for something so hard to attain? it is right there before your eyes, but no matter how hard you try to get hold of it, it disappears, just like that.

so hard...i feel like giving up. lifes a routine
someone ask for help tofind me a great way to escape

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went to rebond my hair last week

hated my split ends and asked the hairstylists to chop it off. He recommended that i go for rebonding and treatment so that it would be more manageable as i always swim and this make my hair very dry and damaged.

went to frolick 2 weeks before to watch sorority row. Editted this pic on photoscape. its my current dp now:)

dressed up as a bunny for halloween (: somehow, i miss my old hair. ahahah hope that i can grow my hair long and straight. obsessed with those hair commercials girls whose hair is so smooth silky and long. perfect~

went for lynn's da jie's birthday

i had this

eileen had this and it was so spicy omg hot~~~

simon SHIN CHAN

eileen (:

looking through the menu

with the birthday girl lynn (i love my hair here) lol

with the card that i gave her..she was so excited that she forgot that the card was upside down lol!!

with eileen..i love her dress that day

on that day before the party, she had to changed into this dress and she hogged the handicapped toilet to do her makeup and stuff hahahahah then when she finally came out, she asked me if her class had alr left and seeing her dress till so sexy and a "new" side of her, i decided to play a trick..i bluffed her that her class alr left and only got 2 guys in her team. when she opened her class door, she got a big shock. almost all of them haven left and she quickly closed the door and said bye.

of course she scolded me after that ahhahahaha

with the w24k or 5k family.

Lynn- Da jie
Eileen- Er jie
Jaz - San jie
Zhimei - Si Jie
Yenxi - cousin lol!!
i dunno about simon and nigel ahahah

school has been a blur. entering the 4th week of sch, i wanna bond with my classmates..but they alr have their own clique..hiaz what a waste.

I want to play have fun and enjoy. holidays come again!!!!!

I LOVE US

2009-10-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

i love us

such an unusual way to say it, but i love us.

i love it when you take the mrt ride back with me, even if it is not to my house

i love it when you ask me about the slightest things that happen in my life

i love it when you show ur concern towards me in an indirect way; while i still know what u mean (:

but all these..is now. will they last forever?

will u find someone new?

will i still be the person in ur heart?

the way you used to tease me..still lingered in my heart everytime i see a guy doing that to a girl, i will think about you

so i have tried to tell you my feelings, but i dun care to be so direct, in case i shock you

i know about your feelings towards me

but i still tried

tell me..

what i must do to make you love me

what should i say to make u accept

my first love

2009-10-22T00:00:00.001+08:00

how was your first love like? did you ever have one?

Its those tingling, hot, salty, bitter, sour and sweet type of feeling. and that feeling makes you laugh, cry, laugh, cry,smile frown, smile frown, depress, laugh, depress laugh and the cycle goes on and on.

I still remember my first love clearly. it was when i was in pri 4. I went for this bangkok trip for a swimming comp and started to develope feelings for this guy. He was not the best looking, but it was his character and charisma that attracted me to him. we were around the same age and would always challenge each other to see who was faster. we shared our thoughts and feeling, laughter and smiles filled my face whenever i saw him

however, things did not go as plan and we eventually distanced ourselves from each other. we became total strangers. even in the same swimming club, we behaved as if we did not see each other and would ignore. I feel very sad to part with him..but it built up my character from an innocent child to someone who is emotionally strong to resist this kind of childish tricks.

Now when im in poly, seeing those loving couples out there while im still single, i have both positive and negative thoughts floating in my mind. positive is that i can enjoy my freedom, no restrictions whatsoever about who i mix with, my preferences ect. however, on the other hand, I want to have someone whom i can call a soulmate, experience what it is like to be in love once more. I want to have the tingling sensation pass through my body when mr right come up to me and says "good morning beautiful."

I want to experience kissing in the sunset

I want to experience 8 letters, 3 words I love you

I want a hug with warmth

I want to sleep on the shoulders when im tired

I want to share my stories

I want to laugh at his jokes

I want to look into his eyes so deeply i'll fall for you again (:

you wont understand how im feeling today

2009-10-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

would you rather lead an unproductive team or work alone?

ans: work alone

this basically sum up how i've been feeling the whole day. darn it my team just sucks to the core seriously. they either dun contirbute or dunno what they are talking about. and today's module is marketing, which is even worst. argh cant stand it at all.. hope can change team. and the girl somemore act like she is some big shot still smiling smiling. dun understand i explain to her then she ask the other team an obvious question.

no wait that was not the point, the point was, when we were doing ppt, she happily went to do the on a particular slide that was meant for company M. Then when we were presenting, i asked her if we were presenting on M then she said yes, in the end, we screwed up our presentation all because of her as we did the slide based on another company N. then i ask her agan if we doing on company N, she said ya. WTFFF! seriously man change team change team...tmd.

monday

went swimming with lynn eillen her brother jaz and victoria(lynn's friend). we went to safra yishun which was very nice like a country club (: swam and relax there was even a jacuzzi pool! hahahaha then i started to swim..when i swam back, the all stared at me as if i was an alien from outerspace. they said they was admiring my swimming..lol..i get that often but dun like that leh! i shy shy.. hahaha

Taught the gang how to swim butterfly and do freestyle turn. they were amazed that i could kick till got splash lol!!

but thefts are prominent at safra yishun, vic lost her phone. everyone seems to be losing things nowadays, joce lost her ez link, lynn lost her phone, then vic lost hers in the toilet at safra yishun.. im scared now..better be careful (:

thats all for now. hope my mood will be better tmr and hopefully fri i can go and enjoy!! (:

2009-10-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

;neon thights and flash lights;

2009-10-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

TGIF!!! you have no idea how much im looking forward to the weekend, once is so many months. i hope it would be better as the days goes by..

what have i been doing recently:

check others blog
facebooking- but now i think its boring
chatting up my classmates - they are all so friendly! i love them to bits. shouting I DUN CARE EH EH EH EH EH! in class is so much fun yet somewhat irritating. you feel like strangling them but at the same time they are your classmates that you feel a slightly pinch of respect for them to act like their true selfs.
gaming - seriously, my class like gaming alot alot. like bejeweled, they challenge one another ehhh! walau wei and their score is all so si bei high luhh! i feel so noob :X ...shall ask them on tips on how they play to reach their high scores.

editting pics - recently i dunno why i caught the photoscape edditing bug and now the whole of ytd till this early morning i have been edditing the pics till they look awesome! here they are:

you can comment and tell me which ones you like (: thinking of putting it on as my blog image

did for others too (:

jocelyn xiao mei!

grandpa wong.

just for your information this is a collage ahahaha

2009-10-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

school starts again..my new class is E54R which is the end of all the classes. basically people change and see new faces every other day but same familiar faces remain such as fatin, sharifah, syafiq. mixig with some new people are already trying to mix with them to fuse into their social circle as my class has alr formed a clique as they know each other from the previous sem. quite sad as the module are ot really interesting but kind of dry and systematic.

once again facing 4 walls, like a prison. facis, are typically ok not bad this time round alot of knowledgable and ethusiatic ones. classmates so so but kind of lively on tuesdays when my team are all korean fanatics.

lucky ones such as jocelyn's class i know about 9 of them. if i were to be in her class, sure atas darn bonded one luhh..just went out to celebrate tracy's and nora's birthday. its really weird why i celebrate my good friends friend birthday at like restuarants and forget to wish people happy birthday in my ow class not including a present and cake even..weird.

ok that practically sums up what life in school is, little quiz i found on fb.

Question 1 of 9: What is the theme song of Yeo Fusheng Norman's life?
t pain "church"
Question 2 of 9: If you were given $10,000 to spend on Eunice Cheung, what would you buy?

SPX SHOES

WEDDING RECEPTION FOR HER KOREAN HUSBAND

KOREAN FOOD

KOREAN CLOTHES

EVERYTHING KOREAN

Question 3 of 9: If Jan Ooi Lim was a gangster-rapper, what would his/her street name be?
SADDIST JAN

Question 4 of 9: What sort of music does Jocelyn Pang like?
POP
Question 5 of 9: If you could be on any TV show, which one would you pick?

HEROES

Question 6 of 9: If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?
SICC TO CLEAR UP SOME MATTERS REGARDING RUMOURS AND STUFF
Question 7 of 9: If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?
spend the day with my closest friends and try bungee jumping
Question 8 of 9: If you had a snail that could talk, what would you name it?
dumb dumb

Question 9 of 9: If somebody handed you a magic lamp and gave you three wishes, what would they be?

everylasting friendship with my friends

find a boyfriend

more wishes

hiaz..

2009-10-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

school is starting tmr..back to being the same old yenxi in class again..my days will be filled with daily grades, computers and uts. life becomes a routine, and before i know it, i'll be feeling very sian and will pon sch again..and later wait for the holidays to come again. the life goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on..till the next holiday come.. wishing for next holiday to come faster!!

my class has 3 people i know..wont be so awkard tmrw! (:

2009-10-03T12:06:00.000+08:00

tried a new restuarant called "food for thought" with jaz and eunice. we were supposed to meet at 1.30 but in the end, i came at 2 and jaz came at 2.30. Jaz passed her BTT!! so happy for her took her 3 times to passed it. I also signed up for BTT and hope i can pass it on the first attempt. some people said it is very easy and that all it takes is just a book and read through. but i think must study. one and the passing grade is 90%..means u can only get less than 5 wrong. dunno if can pass. if fail, must pay money to retake..what a waste.

WATCH THIS! jocelyn send this to me and it is hilarious! it really makes my day!!

i like how he cant pronounce his words properly and talk like a duck..

and AND.. THE TIME WHEN HE TRY TO PORTRAY A FEMALE VOICE AT "PEOPLE IN THE PLACE" he is NOT singing, he is SHRIEKING.

before you know it, this person would become the next william hung way to go man!! (: GONNA GET GET

kekeke!!

i'll be right here waiting for you

2009-10-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

just changed my blogskin..looks more simple and nice. even included a playlist for some songs to be played so that my blog wont be so boring. but i dunno who comes to my blog leh..only like a few people i supposed. my classmates dun even know about my blog and you think they even care what i blog about?

the song "right here waiting" is so nice..listening to it is so soothing.. it will seem that all my worries and troubles will be gone.

went to cck stadium to play badminton with jocelyn PANNNNNGGGG. i think she is the only one who reads my blog..so pathetic. i think i only have a few readers..and looking at the stats i think its true that no one bother to view my blog at all..... :'(

i dunno why i should be keeping a blog? who do i do it for? why do i decorate my blog so nicely? what for? who and why do i do it? to please my readers, or myself? or to find something to do when im bored. that is something that im still figuring out..

bored

2009-09-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

its F1 fever nowadays but i cant fucking be bothered with any of the crap. I can hear the cars zooming by outside my house and im so noisy please. i suddenly feel very angry and moody now. here are the reasons why:

1.The F1 purposely didnt call me and avoided my calls though I tried to call them a million times and im angry why my friend and so many others got it while i didnt!?????! and the worst of all is that they come back to me telling me its cool and darn fun when im sulking at home and they are enjoying themselves while working. shit retards!

2. the relief teaching didnt call me even though i smsed them for a million times stating so clearly that i could work and applying the darn application!
do you know how long and how much trouble i had to go through to get that fu*king application done????! oh you dun come bullshiting to me and tell me you have enough teachers that why the hell did you even ask me to sign up in the first place???!! darnit! and worst of all, making me wake up at 6 in the morning to check my phone which i finally gave up doing coz its darn retarded and stupid.

im so bored and sian seriously. this is the third day that im staying at home with no plans and purpose. o.m.g im about to rot my life away.

you wont imagine what i did doing the past days to get out of my stupid boredom and shit life.

i went to sit the bloody train from mewton to joo koon and way back. i think it is about 2 and a half hours to get there and back which i didnt really time coz i was looking for the stopwatch application in my phone but couldnt find it.
actually it is quite fun you know...like a new experience and getting from a darn crowded train to an almost no one train is kinda amusing. i may do it again tmr if im so darn bored.

ok that about sums up my post on why im so bored so if you are alr sleeping, like me jot you up with some funny pics..

cute right?/ hahas

when we are bored...

2009-09-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

you know something is wrong when....

2009-09-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

heyo..
this is my second day staying at home for 2 days straight, never stepping out of the house.
It is worth it to spend your days at home with nothing to do? (just a thought)

For me, i'll only find it happy when I go out with the people I love and would rather cancel out on others whom Im not familiar with or even i've met for some time but dun feel a need to meet up or get closer to.

Sometimes I feel that the closer you get to a person, the more danger you put yourself into. The danger would be to let down your guard and let the person enter your thought and feelings. later, you cannot help but rely on him/her for help and encouragement.

Are there days when you get tired and feel that you are dragging your feet to get ready to meet that person That was what i felt when i was getting ready to meet X. I knew it wasnt right. The feeling of anticipation or happiness was not there.

So in the end, i just cancelled my outing with him saying that I was sick.

Is it a bad thing to do? please comment on my tagboard with your answers thanks(:

the time spent

2009-09-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

saturday

met jocelyn and went to east coast to ride bicycle. As the holidays went by, every other meet up was either to bugis, or orchard. was very sian of it so we tried something different. just for $7, could entertain me for a whole 2 hrs. hehe

its good to go out and entertain ourselves with sports once in a while..keep fit! hahas

sunday

went out with two of my long time friends from secondary sch, J and E. Reminised about the past when we went for Malacca trip and China trip from sec 1 and 3 respectively. I keep laughing about how J, and i went to a beer factory and we were given beer peanuts. We ate a shit load of it and got ourselves high. hahaha. then we started to do crazy things like sing westlife songs while j's roomate filmed us hahahaha. then came a phone call and J answered, Hi? in a high pitched voice hahaha it turned out it was from my teacher!!! got questioned what were we doing singing so loudly lol.

and also we were crazy and retards we had long fringe at that time and put our fringe on our face, then wore our glasses over it. pure madness.

watched the ugly truth..it is a good movie and i'll rate it 3.5/5 stars hilarious and heart warming at the same time.

i really went budget on my money coz i was darn broke! my money keep dissapearing like magic! lol

monday

intended to go to settlers cafe at boat quay for a board gaming session with the girls.
but it was closed and the fees they charge is quite high. settled for mind cafe at pulvis street near bugis. Had a smacking good time!!

the games we played.

pink elephant..it is a form of charade or descripion were you have to get the other party to guess what it is. then you get a card. the peron with the most cards wins!!

taboo..hahah we got quite agitated trying to explain it to each other

oh this is darn fun. it is called xian zai bu zun xiao! now, please dun laugh. you are supposed to pick either an action or a joke card. the joke card objective is to make the person laugh. then you will get 1 chip. the action card, is to make the person guess what it is. you get the no of cards depending on the carade.

and the winner was....

eunice!!!

this is what i wore during that day. the weather was so hot!!!

and..

crazy siao ting tong.

tuesday

went swimming with kennia..initially supposed to go on wed but he cancelled. then when i asked him what he had on, he said "nothing"

!!!!??

cheat my feelings lorh!! walau..

but ok lah at least he made it up to me :)

went to pioneer but it was closed :(:(:(:(:(

so went to chinese garden one. the place very big! got wave pool woohoo. tried it out and we were swarmed by wave and more waves hahaha worth going again!

swam a few laps and tried to teach kennia how to swim breastroke properly but he wont learn -________-

had dinner and went home.

wednesday

played badminton with jocelyn near her house CC at bukit panjang. the booking fee is soooooo ex! siao man i rather play outside. nvm we made sure our money was well worth. booked for 1 hr but we played for 2 and half hours. hahaah cool man! my whole body is aching now coz of the badminton and the smashes! good exercise!!

after that went to jocelyn's house to slack and talk ad laugh like crazy siao ginas!! hahaha i shall not say what we did coz it shall remain a secret :)

next week will have another session!! woohoo!! looking forward to it!!

thats all for now.. gonna watch my newly addicted jap drama "liar game"

2009-09-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

how time flies.

backtrack abit to last wednesday. met besties joce and eunice for an outing to Pluck @ Haiji Lane

ordered..

malt teaser!
its super duper good i tell you!
a must try!
look at the ooze of chocolate ice cream and the biscuit. its like oooooo so sweet and it will lift your spirits the moment you put a spoonful in ur mouth

look how happy i am? yummers!!

i love this photo alot! gotta thank eunice for her great photography skills! (: its my current dp!

i was doing the post when jocelyn stuck her lips out. euncie ask her isit you bu shuang, jealous of me? joclyn replied, no i got ulcer very pain hahahahah lol

pluck @ haiji lane is really a beautiful place. the ambience is so cosy and warm.

love you guys!

we went to action city at bugis and came across this stress ball in a form of a tomato. hahahah eunice forced me to take a picture with it on my head -_-

there is always so much fun and laughter with you 2! i feel time passes really fast and that is why we always go home late! haha! it is because that i wanna spend more time with you guys so i dun wanna go home so early!

FRIDAY

met kennia for a session of doing PP, badminton and swimming. I finished and submitted my Pp already but he hasnt even started lol. It was raining badly and we wanted to book the badminton court but it was fully book by the staff at RP as they were having some game -__- ok nvm.

wanted to swim but the Canoeing IG was using the pool to practise their canoeing. with their canoe in the freaking small 50 m swimming pool. what the freak right. go seletar reservoir to practise lah why practise in the swimming pool?!

was very fed up alr and it was raining so suggested going to pioneer to try our luck. upond reaching there, the badminton ourt was available!!! good grief! ok so played for 1 hr until was so tired then went to swim. tried out the lazy pool and the slide hahaha. im still a young at heart kid!!

and after swimming went to the nearby hawker centre to eat dinner. that was when kennia told me that he was going to go home and eat dinner then go running with his brother.

!!!???

not tired meh??

we alr played badminton and swam and every lap he had to stop coz he must rest then tired.

omg..its like..he is still not satisfied??

and and after our session he asked me when i wanna swim again and i told him wednesday and he said ok

then today, he told me he could not make it!!!

quite irritated and pissed off coz i rejected other outings and i sacrificed my time for him but in the end, it is not worth it!!!

arghhh..feel like killing and strangling him now.

best of both worlds

2009-09-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching Hannah Montannah twice. because i think its the collest movie that i have watched my whole life! Hannah Montannah is about a girl who on the outside is a pop star who has sold out shows every month but inside, she is a country girl Miley Cyrus.

How many people wish for a best of both worlds, a world that they are feeling sick and tired of and wanting something of another to fit into their life, like an adventure or somewhat so. But this story showed beautifully what it is like to live for both worlds, and make the best out of them. it is plain hardass work. I like how the story is so close to my heart, it tells the story of what i have been feeling and th dreams people want to achieve. It is so true and i agree with the whole movie. and the inspirational quote " lifes a climb, but the view is great." is so true. life is reality is harsh, but the more you work at it , you can make your dreams happen.

I have always wished for a better life, but never looked and see how fortunate i am to have an education, food, shelter, a place that i call home, good loving family and friends. It is time to cherish all that i have taken for granted and live life to the fullest!

even though i dream to be somewhat famous someday, if i work that dream, it may become true. but i will never forget my friends and family who hav supported me all along and made my dreams come true (:

love hannah montannah!

my great grandma's 80th birthday!

2009-09-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

on thurs night, this was my dress for my my great grandma's 80th birthday! well, it is complicated as to how she could be so young while im quite old alr. actually she is my step great grandma in which my grandfather had a second wife.

this was the birthday cake. the green colour shape object ith pink flowers behind the candles it said "happy 80th bithday grandma!"

my great grandma. still looks very young huh! healthy and fit! (:

in total, there were 6 tables of people such as relatives, colleages, friends. did i mention that my great grandma founded moove multimedia, that one where they had all the cows menneqins along the roadside? 2000 of them were reportedly stolen and it was reported in the newspaper.

sharkfin soup tasted awesome! the soup had an aftertaste which lingered in my mouth

my french manicure (:

lobster with brocolli

ok this was marc who is a lawyer. he recited the verses from the bible which he picked specially for my great grandma

here comes a series of pictures with funny expressions made by my mum. i'll save the funniest one for the last

angry look haha

isnt this really funny?? ahhahaahahah i couldnt stop laughing at it lol

finally a good one taken by my brother

then, it was dancing time! (: my grandma and this uncle took centre stage

the seniors singing my great grandma's favourite songs

took pictures while waiting for the food to come as well as to past the time

my family sat at the table next to the band that was playing so it was quite noisy and when the dancing took place i had to move my chair in to give them more space

me, my mum and relatives

with my ee poh. she still looks very young despite being 6 years older than my mum and i love her necklace and dress! (:

the girls! (:

birthday cake time!!

HAPPY 80TH BIRTHDAY!

K singing with my besties

2009-09-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

went Sing K with my besties eunice and jocelyn! (: was a really fun experience. first time going to Top 1 and singing our hearts out from 11-6! and we packed in food to eat hehehx..sang a collection of the newest songs to the oldies such as backstreet boys, westlife, M2M, savage garden etc. the best! newest songs like boom boom pow totally rock balls!! ahahahahahah
then we went to eat qq mian! omg im so craving for it now! its like the best noodles ever!!! hahah and cheap too! then we went to take neoprints! kawaii neh~~~ i so love the effect and the machine is super good! i want to take again! next week next week!! ((: loves

rewind

2009-09-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

to camera was too low for me..
at xin wang i love the beef hor fun!!
went out with eunice and joce to watch UP on 020909. this is my fav dessert to date yum!

high score in basketball game (:
hahahah im playing tekkan!

rewind abit to what i did last week. this was pretty long ago and i didnt have a chance to blog about it because i was very busy. so here it is!! Mon-020909 me, eunice and joce went to watch UP! the movie was abit boring but there were alot of funny parts and it was a happy ending(:

took alot of pictures and the best part was sitting down and just spending time to chat and talk.. i feel so happy when im with them. thank you guys for making life such a happy time to past (:

also, played the arcade and me and eunice got 414 for the basketball game! woohoo! how cool is that? hehehe

nearly lost my hp there omg...scared me..vow never to leave my phone in the pocket anymore whiling playing arcade if not it would be stolen like last time..

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then, went to cut my hair on last thurs, layered it and highlighter honey brown.. love it!!

on sat, went to play badminton with kennia and joce at pioneer near kennia's house..so freaking far for me. took 1 1.2 hrs to reach there gosh. but it was really fun and the next day was when kennia left for his china trip. lucky....

on sun, met jocelyn for a movie - final destination. the movie was so utterly disgusting and filled with gore!! like eww you wont need me to describe it to you.
took some pictures they are above (first 2)

just came back from a session of K singing and shopping with my lovely girlfriends..will post the pics soon!!

090909 is a special day. september has 9 letters, it falls on a wednesday which has 9 letters too!!!

emo!

2009-09-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

emo emo emo..

just came back from a movie and talking session with xiao mei and while talking, our topics we talk about were so depressing that led us into a depressed mood. yesterday when i was about to sleep, a thought suddenly came into my mind

i reflected on my life and thought, "what have i achieved in life?" and i did one stupid thing: i compared what others have achieved to mine. and i saw what others have got which i didnt.

today talking about it, jocelyn and eunice (my girlfriends) all felt the same way, eunice said it is because of a connection we all have..yeah..i think so too..its like a reflection on your past.

but i've come to realise that comparision is not the key to improvement. I am who I am, they are who they are, I will always go at my pace, and live my life as i want it. you can always aim to be better then others, but in the end, there is also a limit to how much you can improve!

"It doesnt matter how slowly you move, as long as you never give up"-- confucious

I will stand by this statement and be proud of MY OWN achievements. Something that i have achieved on my own, and that is what makes who i am and will always remain...

I look back on my life, and since entering poly, i have never regretted it.

I have made awesome friends
I have learnt new things
I have become so much more independent than before..
and the list goes on..

020909! ice skating and marina barrage! <3

2009-09-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

went to ice skate with my "siblings"..

quite scared initially coz the ice was darn slippery and all but in the end it was fun!

after that...

i love this picture! something about the sky makes me feel so light and refreshed as if im flying~ high in the sky

went to marina barrage to fly kite!

its a bird! no its a kite!! <3

up UP.. and away!!

kite competition!!

wonderful scenery.

beathtaking

our cool shadows basking in the sun

my beloved kelvin!! haahha

just for fun ahahha

oh ya, and we saw a pro kite flyer. his kite is nothing but ordinary but he was able to fly his kite so far and high! took alot of string though! siblings decided that next time we each buy our individual kite and compete! i must go hunt for those big roll of string alr! haahah

there are still pictures that are not uploaded but im lazy to upload maybe next time!! been going out everyday but no one seems to even care. while others mum are staying at home, mine is always out till 12 midnight. oh well, she is just different.

ps: awesome day today went to play badminton with joce and kennia jk for short!
pps: kennia have a safe trip to china and remember my dvds!!! take care and bon voyage i'll miss you!

ppps:

you guys are the best!
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"Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky, there would be no love in my life, there'd be no world left of me."
- Leann Rimes

thanks so SO much for entering into my life. and i'll give credit to fate..

because..the best friends walk into your life unexpectedly and turn your life 360 degrees.

The moments spent with u guys are the best and sweetest moments till date! hope we will achieve more of these sweetest moments together!

"In good times, in bad times I'll be on your side forever more, that's what friends are for."
- "That's what friends are for"

thank you!

muah muah!! <3

Hearts and angels, friendship and love, fun and laughter

2009-09-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

Fun filled days are just the way to kickstart my 5 week holiday! It has been a bliss, except for some days where i stay at home and rot ps:(i hate staying at home).

last friday i met eunice and jaz after a long haul of not meeting each other for a sun tanning session at sentosa! let the pictures do the talking yo!

wahaha. this is jaz and eunice's book on the fortune and wealth of ....animals...LOL

china superstar?

(:

guess who

cool eunice and her jumping shot. see who is the pro photographer? *beams*

my whole body was so sunburnt after the session that i had a dinner with my father's friend family and they all thought i was drunk. jazreel had a sore throat and it was hilarious when i suggested going to mind cafe next week when she comes back from hong kong and she uttered a "yes" in a high pitch voice ahahahahah!!! stupidly hilarious i still teased her the other day when i met her for teacher's day in school.

but still, it was awesome and the sun was shining so brightly. Just that the waters were so yucky omg... i wanted to but had to restrain myself coz it was so full of seaweed and rocks. why isnt ou artificial beaches like those of australia and US? how i wish...
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on the following next day, went out with jocelyn and kennia

to sing k!

See how tanned i am as compared to the previous pictures of the sentosa one? i was as white as sheet!!!

and who is this??

the KTV room was so small that we hardly had space to move around. :( nonetheless, it was still a fun experience! sang to alot of songs such as right round, queen of my heart, etc. and chinese songs. i love them to bits.
going with eunice and joce on wednesday! xoxozxzx

after that guess where we went!

this is west coast park for your information..to play with sparklers! (bought from clementi big bookshop heheheheeh)

effects of the sparklers

drawing a heart, FOR YOU! (:

drawing a circle..

and presto! perfect :D

holding hands to play with sparklers?
getting along with each other to play with sparklers?
U decide people

a ribbon!

our initials of our name made using sparklers..leaving the ground with white marks. lol

well, thats all for now. looking forward to my next post? haha i bet you ar. Good news! i have loads of pics still have not had a chance of being here so im posting another post tonight! stay tuned!

things to do when you are bored

2009-08-27T13:39:00.000+08:00

THINGS YOU CAN DO WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

Blink wildly and then close your eyes really tight for an interesting light show
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
See a variety of blobs, stars and flashes. Try to make out shapes and see if your subconscious is trying to send you a message

err..wont really entertain me

See how long you can hold a note
(Amusement Potential: 4-20 minutes)
Not that much fun, but it sure passes the time. Play with a friend, or try to beat your own personal best. Inhale deeply and then try and make a noise for as long as you can. Earn extra points for making your partner laugh or ending on an amusing note.

this spells r.e.t.a.r.d

Try to not think about penguins
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
This is especially hard, because by trying too much, you remember what you were trying to avoid thinking of. If you try too little, you end up thinking about penguins anyway.

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Use your secret mind power
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Pick a passing by and try to use your mind power to command them do something, like drop their bag or knock into someone. The law of averages dictates that sooner or later one of your mind commands will come true, so you can convince yourself that you really have super human powers and waste even more time trying them out.

lol..

Pretend you're a robot
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Walk down the street with mechanical movements, adding 'zzzzzt' sounds with each motion. Pretending to have a motor broken in, say, your left hand can add at least 30 seconds more entertainment.

wth..

Scratch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Go ahead, scratch yourself now. Even if nothing itches, go ahead. Doesn't that feel pretty good?

i did it and it was because i had an itch and not because i find it amusing

Rate passers by
(Amusement Potential: 10-15 minutes)
Secretly award passers by marks out of ten as you go along, offering (unsaid) expert criticism over their clothing, hairstyle and footwear choices.

haha!! i tried that but im lazy to go out.

Repeat the same word over and over until it loses its meaning
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Pick a random word out of a magazine and say it aloud to yourself until it becomes a meaningless set of noises.

wu liao.

Pinch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
What is pain? Why is it unpleasant? There's nothing physical about it - it's all in your mind. Plus, after pinching yourself for awhile, boredom will seem nice next to being in pain.

OUCH! how does the person find it amusing?

Try to swallow your tongue
(Amusement Potential: 1-2 minutes)
There's not much to say about this one. It is possible, but really stupid.

stupid as the idea

Pretend to be a car
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Make appropriate revving noises in your head as you walk along and add a racing commentary as you pass strangers in the street. Use blinking eyes as indicators for extra authenticity.

im not a little kid

Make Star Trek door noises
(Amusement Potential: 1-2 minutes)
Stand by an electric door to a bank or something and make that silly "Scccccccchwop" sound heard whenever people popped on to the bridge to hang with Captain Kirk.

retarded

Look at something for awhile, shut eyes, study after image
(Amusement Potential: 2-5 minutes)
Another great time waster. It takes about 30 seconds of staring to create an after image, and the image is then viewable for about the same length of time. Fun to combine this one with pushing on your eyes.

time waster as the idea suggests

Get yourself as nauseated as possible
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Best achieved by looking straight up and spinning around. Try to be so dizzy you can't even stand up. This is also entertaining due to the "makes boredom seem a lot better" effect (see "Hurt Yourself").

dumb

Invent a weird twitch
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Adopt a bizarre twitch (e.g. flicking your head irregularly, twitching with eye or busting out sporadic cough noises) and try it out when you go shopping.

people will think im spastic

Make a low buzzing noise
(Amusement Potential: 15-30 minutes)
Hours of fun in libraries! Keeping a totally straight face and looking nonchalant, make a low pitch humming/buzzing noise and see who reacts.

ha ha...

i totally dunno why im doing this coz im bored and there nothing to do and im lazy to go out and its raining.

yay! h.o.l.i.d.a.y.s!

2009-08-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

say what people? yes! its the holidays!! woohoo *put your hands up in the air*
ytd, during my first day of the holidays, i went to ion with xiuhui and winnie. we din take any pics coz we were all busy talking and eating that we forgot to take pics hahah!!

met them at 1 and we went to ion to eat lunch. Spent 2 hours eating lunch omg.hahaha talked and joked and they were darn hilarious!

then walked around and tried some clothes but they were too expensive, maybe i'll go again another time after a work and have $$. Then we proceeded to eat dunking donuts. The dunking donuts there is not nice! the coating will come off and its not even properly coated on the donut at all!!!...dun understand why so many people like dunking donuts. donut factory or J co donuts are far more better! and when xiuhui ate this "happy" donut, the filling tested like medicine and it has this gooie green thing that is so yucks!! how to be happy??
well, after our distastful experience, we went to lido to watch a movie. That time was alr 5 plus and we choose to watch The Proposal! it was so hilariously funny and a light hearted movie enjoyed myself very much (:

Then we proceeded to bugis where and did some shopping before going home to watch fated to love you i love that show ruan jing tian is my bf..mmm
hahah anyway thats all for now. more exciting events will be coming up from tmr onwards!! (:

2009-08-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

im totally not studying lah..been playing the whole day..dunno what i did even.so not in the mood to study

went out with mum to plaza sing and did manicure. i got green glittery nails now! haha

si bei sian lorh.. :( i want to go on holiday with my lovely friends kennia and jocelyn but no money and never plan also. hiaz. stay in singapore to work and earn money. I cant wait for the F1 thing!!! its like..they have not gave me any confirmation that they got my application! i really want to go for F1 coz of their uniform its so cool imagine if you go around and people ask you where are you from and you tell them you are from singapore and is a F1 ambassorder! i'll be super proud! (:

feels like the holidays are so long more its only 2 days more but it feels like eternity!! 2 papers more and why oh why am i not studying!? have to really study tmr if not no time!

not after i watch miss universe live! i want miss argentina to win! woohoo!! (:

3 down, 2 more to go! (:

2009-08-22T14:03:00.001+08:00

yay!!!!!!! 3 UTs are successfully down and i felt that i have studied and done my best in all of them though i made some careless mistakes along the way, it should be fine (:

i cant concerntrate on studying for my other uts which is on tuesday coz im thinking abut where to go after my ut!

wed - outing and movie with xiu hui to ion!<3
thurs - k sing with jocelyn<3
sat - science centre!<3
sept 1 - F1 training
sept 5,6,12,13 - F1 deployment
sept 10 - great grandma's 80's birthday

my pocket is gonna have one big hole :(

the rest of the weeks i'll be teaching at the primary sch at scgs! (: loves i cant wait!!

last day of school!!

2009-08-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

i've got the blogging bug recently and im back with another new post on the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! time really flies..its the end of sem 1 with just our ut3s left. after that we can throw our notes into the dustbin and celebrateeeee!!!!! <3

First up!

PROJECT MANAGEMENT!

though i dun really have any special bonding with this class, the last few weeks really made me bond with the year 2s in the class. my team was awesome! (pic later)

my project management faci! (: she is such a nice person hope our paths meet again! (:

xue er! ahahah she is a sweetie!

haha this is syahfiq and kah yen! on that day they wore drectly opp of each other! cool!

my prokect management team. there was great bonding between us and we really work well tog ! will miss you all!!! <3

farewell!

NEXT:

SERVICE!!

i really love this class esp when i get the most As haahaha..and there are nice people too. (fatin, lind, shu en, ugine, etc.) though i meet some of them for only 1 lesson, we are still good friends! (:

SALES MANAGEMENT!
thats kristy my first friend that i made in this class. This class was full of year 3s and it was hard to make friends none the less, i made quite alot of friends from this class!

qing en! same team as me for the whole 10 weeks so im quite good friend with him!

xiu hui! my good friend in class! ahhaah she very funnyy...

im lazy to upload the rest of the pics but will when i have time.. meanwhile I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY UTS!
gosh, i've been slacking all day time to study bye!!

JOCELYN'S XIAO MEI MEI 18TH BIRTHDAY!

2009-08-17T15:07:00.000+08:00

I know i have not been blogging for quite some time now and the blog is as good as dead. So here i am with this post on JOCELYN'S BIRTHDAY! hehe xiao mei turns 18! so fast!

so here she is with kennia ...look like couple sia! ahahaha

her "lao gong" that was very angry for tagging and commenting on facebook using that name hahaha..and she also say my mum and sis never wear specs when i showed them the photo and they ask if kennia was her bf!! LOL!!

and with me! the mastermind of this whole birthday celebration! turned out well:D and not to mention, jocelyn had to wear a choo choo as a prank hehe she looks so effing cute in it!
and this is the poster i did for her as a birthday gift. NICE RIGHT? :D:D
the 3 of us! (: cool cool pic at white dog cafe! the food is awesome!

artistic jump! hahah while waiting for our food we went outside to chill for a while! suggested jumping and this is the best artistic shot of all!! (:

the 2 masterminds haha!

our shoes! cool right? hehe

after dinner, we went to the entrance of vivo to the fountains! so cool had to wait for the fountain to reach its peak then take. then nicer!!

backtrack abit..taken at the start of the celebration. haha

i kena pulled by the neck by jocelyn! haha

the royalty chair!!((:

dunno what kennia is doing..

i kena pulled by the neck by jocelyn again! -_-!!!

at white doggg..

kennia trying to ruin the pic by adding the bottle of water to it

this is HONG KONG!

we went all the way to hongkong to celebrate jocelyn's birthday! lol!!

my sausage platter. yumm!

jocelyn's pacific dory

kennia's whole baby chicken the sauce very nice!! (:

jocelyn's birthday cake!! (:

after that we went to sit the horse! so ex lo 5min $4!! TT_TT

jocelynnnnn!! (:

then to the children;s playground!! hahaah both of them sat on it till it fell!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

im gonna end here!! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!! (:

listen! this is a conspiracy!

2009-08-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh! its 4.18pm and I have not decided on what to wear for my family gathering! oh this is terrible!!!!! *tear sprouting out of my eyes* i tried on the newest clothes that i bought from the past few weeks such as this long dress with purple prints dress with leggings and this green batwing top from forever 21. All look nice when i tried it on in the fitting room. i thought that i would be spoilt for choice when i choose what to wear for the family gathering or occasions like this! ohhh why why why? why now?

anyway, enough of the whines. i;ll find a way to deal with it.
blogger is acting up again *curses and swears* i cant post pics and whatnots on my blog so i'll just have to make do with this simple post.

what i have been doing for the past 24 hrs:

came home ytd night and did my rj, quiz and eval
watched fei tian xi shi(to grow with love)
sat at the commitee AGM for a while before i got pissed off by MARY for her yaking
Bathed and Watched EASY FORTUNE HAPPY LIFE on mysoju
slepted on 1.30am

woke up at 12
recieved an smsed from my mum to meet her at tokichi restuarant at 12.45
hurried and got ready
left house at 12.39pm
reached at 1pm
ordered the chicken katsu curry set for myself (super delicious) for those of u blur sotong who dunno where is tonkichi restuarant, it is on the 5th floor of isetan lido
ordered mango ice cream @ $3.50 (super nice.. one mouthful and its melts my heart! oooo...oeishii nei~)

chatted and we wanted to go to wisma but road was blocked so we ended up walking to ion
ion has so many things *gushes*!!! almosts all my favourite shops are there. nice time can go with Lin or Wei Wei if they want to go during hols
went to Sephora its freaking huge! so big and nice and its full of colourful make up and skincare.
bought a gift for myself. ♥secret♥

on the way home,we sat down at starbucks for a drink

going to do some exercise before going to my family gathering! my cousins that i have not seen in 2 -3 years are back! gotta bring my cam to snap snap! (:

will post pictures up soon! (:

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here are the pics taken at the family gathering!! (:

my cousins!!
NOW FOR THE PHOTOSHOOT!

my first uncle with wife and 6 children!

my family!! (:

my 3rd uncle with his family! 3 girls, 1 boy

group pictures of my cousins! (:

spot me!

lalalala!

ohh my lovely cousin( in red center) whom i have not seen for 4 years! just came back from australia and i miss her so much!! hopes she comes back soon!! (:

hilarious! haha the one in blue is my other cousin who came back from us! final in a US uni forgot the name and i miss her too!

candid shot of all my cousins! i love you all!! <3

2009-07-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

more of the photos we took at vivocity..

the sea that overlooked the entire area. b e a u t i f u l right? how i wish i could build a house that overlooked the sea..every morning can wake up to the serene waters of the waves splashing onto the shore. how carefree..

omg this is scary isnt it? we look like ghosts. I read somewhere that ghosts are half translucent and half transparent. which means you still can see them but you can see the background behind them. they are not entirely solid but take up a human form..eeeeeee...even saying all these makes my skin creep..
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and this is the begining of my new blog and i shall use this blog from now on.
Let us remember the good memories and let go of the bad ones
i look forward to..
a new start
a new beginning
a new blog

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