Sunday, December 27, 2009, 2:47 PM
this is not the 1st time..

it has been countless times where me, my mum and sister has recieved verbal and physical violent abuses from my brother.
my brother has anger management inability. he cannot control his anger and will resort to grusome ways to get what he wants.

once, he set fire on my doorknob of my bathroom door when i was just about to get out from the bathroom. armed with just a lighter and deodrant(flammable), the whole room soon caught fire and i was trapped inside.

if not for my sister, who put out the fire with pails of water, i would have suffocated from the inhalation of the smoke and maybe died there.

He, my brother is violent and abusive. He used to spanner to tear down my door and kicked my stomach when i was minding my own business. Whenever he is bored, he will lock himself in my parents room and play DOTA. Even several hard knocks from me, my mum and sis will not be able to open it.

and the best part is that he believes in GOD. but why is he still doing this? It totally killed my belief in christianity the moment he does all this things to me.

After today, i no longer will believe in anything my brother says and does. I have long given up on him and everytime i try to talk to him, he will spit back negative remarks and comments that either hurts me and as much as i want to continue on, the attitude that he gives me totally puts me off and i give up talking to him totally.

I used to wish that i had a brother who i will love and who love me too. In this way, there would be less quarrels and whatever we did, we would have each other for protection and trust. However, I have since treated my brother like a ghost, that he is a haunting that would forever haunt us, till the time i move out and live in my own house.

my only hope is that i wish he would grow up and be nicer to my family soon.
seek home for rest, for home is best
Sunday, December 27, 2009, 2:47 PM
this is not the 1st time..

it has been countless times where me, my mum and sister has recieved verbal and physical violent abuses from my brother.
my brother has anger management inability. he cannot control his anger and will resort to grusome ways to get what he wants.

once, he set fire on my doorknob of my bathroom door when i was just about to get out from the bathroom. armed with just a lighter and deodrant(flammable), the whole room soon caught fire and i was trapped inside.

if not for my sister, who put out the fire with pails of water, i would have suffocated from the inhalation of the smoke and maybe died there.

He, my brother is violent and abusive. He used to spanner to tear down my door and kicked my stomach when i was minding my own business. Whenever he is bored, he will lock himself in my parents room and play DOTA. Even several hard knocks from me, my mum and sis will not be able to open it.

and the best part is that he believes in GOD. but why is he still doing this? It totally killed my belief in christianity the moment he does all this things to me.

After today, i no longer will believe in anything my brother says and does. I have long given up on him and everytime i try to talk to him, he will spit back negative remarks and comments that either hurts me and as much as i want to continue on, the attitude that he gives me totally puts me off and i give up talking to him totally.

I used to wish that i had a brother who i will love and who love me too. In this way, there would be less quarrels and whatever we did, we would have each other for protection and trust. However, I have since treated my brother like a ghost, that he is a haunting that would forever haunt us, till the time i move out and live in my own house.

my only hope is that i wish he would grow up and be nicer to my family soon.