how was your first love like? did you ever have one?

Its those tingling, hot, salty, bitter, sour and sweet type of feeling. and that feeling makes you laugh, cry, laugh, cry,smile frown, smile frown, depress, laugh, depress laugh and the cycle goes on and on.



I still remember my first love clearly. it was when i was in pri 4. I went for this bangkok trip for a swimming comp and started to develope feelings for this guy. He was not the best looking, but it was his character and charisma that attracted me to him. we were around the same age and would always challenge each other to see who was faster. we shared our thoughts and feeling, laughter and smiles filled my face whenever i saw him


however, things did not go as plan and we eventually distanced ourselves from each other. we became total strangers. even in the same swimming club, we behaved as if we did not see each other and would ignore. I feel very sad to part with him..but it built up my character from an innocent child to someone who is emotionally strong to resist this kind of childish tricks.


Now when im in poly, seeing those loving couples out there while im still single, i have both positive and negative thoughts floating in my mind. positive is that i can enjoy my freedom, no restrictions whatsoever about who i mix with, my preferences ect. however, on the other hand, I want to have someone whom i can call a soulmate, experience what it is like to be in love once more. I want to have the tingling sensation pass through my body when mr right come up to me and says "good morning beautiful."


I want to experience kissing in the sunset

I want to experience 8 letters, 3 words I love you

I want a hug with warmth

I want to sleep on the shoulders when im tired

I want to share my stories

I want to laugh at his jokes

I want to look into his eyes so deeply i'll fall for you again (:

how was your first love like? did you ever have one?

Its those tingling, hot, salty, bitter, sour and sweet type of feeling. and that feeling makes you laugh, cry, laugh, cry,smile frown, smile frown, depress, laugh, depress laugh and the cycle goes on and on.



I still remember my first love clearly. it was when i was in pri 4. I went for this bangkok trip for a swimming comp and started to develope feelings for this guy. He was not the best looking, but it was his character and charisma that attracted me to him. we were around the same age and would always challenge each other to see who was faster. we shared our thoughts and feeling, laughter and smiles filled my face whenever i saw him


however, things did not go as plan and we eventually distanced ourselves from each other. we became total strangers. even in the same swimming club, we behaved as if we did not see each other and would ignore. I feel very sad to part with him..but it built up my character from an innocent child to someone who is emotionally strong to resist this kind of childish tricks.


Now when im in poly, seeing those loving couples out there while im still single, i have both positive and negative thoughts floating in my mind. positive is that i can enjoy my freedom, no restrictions whatsoever about who i mix with, my preferences ect. however, on the other hand, I want to have someone whom i can call a soulmate, experience what it is like to be in love once more. I want to have the tingling sensation pass through my body when mr right come up to me and says "good morning beautiful."


I want to experience kissing in the sunset

I want to experience 8 letters, 3 words I love you

I want a hug with warmth

I want to sleep on the shoulders when im tired

I want to share my stories

I want to laugh at his jokes

I want to look into his eyes so deeply i'll fall for you again (: