i love us

such an unusual way to say it, but i love us.

i love it when you take the mrt ride back with me, even if it is not to my house

i love it when you ask me about the slightest things that happen in my life

i love it when you show ur concern towards me in an indirect way; while i still know what u mean (:

but all these..is now. will they last forever?

will u find someone new?

will i still be the person in ur heart?

the way you used to tease me..still lingered in my heart everytime i see a guy doing that to a girl, i will think about you

so i have tried to tell you my feelings, but i dun care to be so direct, in case i shock you

i know about your feelings towards me

but i still tried

tell me..

what i must do to make you love me

what should i say to make u accept



how was your first love like? did you ever have one?

Its those tingling, hot, salty, bitter, sour and sweet type of feeling. and that feeling makes you laugh, cry, laugh, cry,smile frown, smile frown, depress, laugh, depress laugh and the cycle goes on and on.



I still remember my first love clearly. it was when i was in pri 4. I went for this bangkok trip for a swimming comp and started to develope feelings for this guy. He was not the best looking, but it was his character and charisma that attracted me to him. we were around the same age and would always challenge each other to see who was faster. we shared our thoughts and feeling, laughter and smiles filled my face whenever i saw him


however, things did not go as plan and we eventually distanced ourselves from each other. we became total strangers. even in the same swimming club, we behaved as if we did not see each other and would ignore. I feel very sad to part with him..but it built up my character from an innocent child to someone who is emotionally strong to resist this kind of childish tricks.


Now when im in poly, seeing those loving couples out there while im still single, i have both positive and negative thoughts floating in my mind. positive is that i can enjoy my freedom, no restrictions whatsoever about who i mix with, my preferences ect. however, on the other hand, I want to have someone whom i can call a soulmate, experience what it is like to be in love once more. I want to have the tingling sensation pass through my body when mr right come up to me and says "good morning beautiful."


I want to experience kissing in the sunset

I want to experience 8 letters, 3 words I love you

I want a hug with warmth

I want to sleep on the shoulders when im tired

I want to share my stories

I want to laugh at his jokes

I want to look into his eyes so deeply i'll fall for you again (:
would you rather lead an unproductive team or work alone?

ans: work alone

this basically sum up how i've been feeling the whole day. darn it my team just sucks to the core seriously. they either dun contirbute or dunno what they are talking about. and today's module is marketing, which is even worst. argh cant stand it at all.. hope can change team. and the girl somemore act like she is some big shot still smiling smiling. dun understand i explain to her then she ask the other team an obvious question.

no wait that was not the point, the point was, when we were doing ppt, she happily went to do the on a particular slide that was meant for company M. Then when we were presenting, i asked her if we were presenting on M then she said yes, in the end, we screwed up our presentation all because of her as we did the slide based on another company N. then i ask her agan if we doing on company N, she said ya. WTFFF! seriously man change team change team...tmd.

monday

went swimming with lynn eillen her brother jaz and victoria(lynn's friend). we went to safra yishun which was very nice like a country club (: swam and relax there was even a jacuzzi pool! hahahaha then i started to swim..when i swam back, the all stared at me as if i was an alien from outerspace. they said they was admiring my swimming..lol..i get that often but dun like that leh! i shy shy.. hahaha

Taught the gang how to swim butterfly and do freestyle turn. they were amazed that i could kick till got splash lol!!

but thefts are prominent at safra yishun, vic lost her phone. everyone seems to be losing things nowadays, joce lost her ez link, lynn lost her phone, then vic lost hers in the toilet at safra yishun.. im scared now..better be careful (:

thats all for now. hope my mood will be better tmr and hopefully fri i can go and enjoy!! (:

TGIF!!! you have no idea how much im looking forward to the weekend, once is so many months. i hope it would be better as the days goes by..

what have i been doing recently:

check others blog
facebooking- but now i think its boring
chatting up my classmates - they are all so friendly! i love them to bits. shouting I DUN CARE EH EH EH EH EH! in class is so much fun yet somewhat irritating. you feel like strangling them but at the same time they are your classmates that you feel a slightly pinch of respect for them to act like their true selfs.
gaming - seriously, my class like gaming alot alot. like bejeweled, they challenge one another ehhh! walau wei and their score is all so si bei high luhh! i feel so noob :X ...shall ask them on tips on how they play to reach their high scores.

editting pics - recently i dunno why i caught the photoscape edditing bug and now the whole of ytd till this early morning i have been edditing the pics till they look awesome! here they are:

you can comment and tell me which ones you like (: thinking of putting it on as my blog image









did for others too (:



jocelyn xiao mei!



grandpa wong.



just for your information this is a collage ahahaha
 school starts again..my new class is E54R which is the end of all the classes. basically people change and see new faces every other day but same familiar faces remain such as fatin, sharifah, syafiq. mixig with some new people are already trying to mix with them to fuse into their social circle as my class has alr formed a clique as they know each other from the previous sem. quite sad as the module are ot really interesting but kind of dry and systematic.

once again facing 4 walls, like a prison. facis, are typically ok not bad this time round alot of knowledgable and ethusiatic ones. classmates so so but kind of lively on tuesdays when my team are all korean fanatics.

lucky ones such as jocelyn's class i know about 9 of them. if i were to be in her class, sure atas darn bonded one luhh..just went out to celebrate tracy's and nora's birthday. its really weird why i celebrate my good friends friend birthday at like restuarants and forget to wish people happy birthday in my ow class not including a present and cake even..weird.

ok that practically sums up what life in school is, little quiz i found on fb.

Question 1 of 9: What is the theme song of Yeo Fusheng Norman's life?
t pain "church"
Question 2 of 9: If you were given $10,000 to spend on Eunice Cheung, what would you buy?
EVERYTHING KOREAN
Question 4 of 9: What sort of music does Jocelyn Pang like?
POP
Question 5 of 9: If you could be on any TV show, which one would you pick?
Question 6 of 9: If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?
SICC TO CLEAR UP SOME MATTERS REGARDING RUMOURS AND STUFF
Question 7 of 9: If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?
spend the day with my closest friends and try bungee jumping
Question 8 of 9: If you had a snail that could talk, what would you name it?
dumb dumb

school is starting tmr..back to being the same old yenxi in class again..my days will be filled with daily grades, computers and uts. life becomes a routine, and before i know it, i'll be feeling very sian and will pon sch again..and later wait for the holidays to come again. the life goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on..till the next holiday come.. wishing for next holiday to come faster!!

my class has 3 people i know..wont be so awkard tmrw! (:
tried a new restuarant called "food for thought" with jaz and eunice. we were supposed to meet at 1.30 but in the end, i came at 2 and jaz came at 2.30. Jaz passed her BTT!! so happy for her took her 3 times to passed it. I also signed up for BTT and hope i can pass it on the first attempt. some people said it is very easy and that all it takes is just a book and read through. but i think must study. one and the passing grade is 90%..means u can only get less than 5 wrong. dunno if can pass. if fail, must pay money to retake..what a waste.

WATCH THIS! jocelyn send this to me and it is hilarious! it really makes my day!!



i like how he cant pronounce his words properly and talk like a duck..

and AND.. THE TIME WHEN HE TRY TO PORTRAY A FEMALE VOICE AT "PEOPLE IN THE PLACE" he is NOT singing, he is SHRIEKING.

before you know it, this person would become the next william hung way to go man!! (: GONNA GET GET

kekeke!!
just changed my blogskin..looks more simple and nice. even included a playlist for some songs to be played so that my blog wont be so boring. but i dunno who comes to my blog leh..only like a few people i supposed. my classmates dun even know about my blog and you think they even care what i blog about?

the song "right here waiting" is so nice..listening to it is so soothing.. it will seem that all my worries and troubles will be gone.

went to cck stadium to play badminton with jocelyn PANNNNNGGGG. i think she is the only one who reads my blog..so pathetic. i think i only have a few readers..and looking at the stats i think its true that no one bother to view my blog at all..... :'(

i dunno why i should be keeping a blog? who do i do it for? why do i decorate my blog so nicely? what for? who and why do i do it? to please my readers, or myself? or to find something to do when im bored. that is something that im still figuring out..

i love us

such an unusual way to say it, but i love us.

i love it when you take the mrt ride back with me, even if it is not to my house

i love it when you ask me about the slightest things that happen in my life

i love it when you show ur concern towards me in an indirect way; while i still know what u mean (:

but all these..is now. will they last forever?

will u find someone new?

will i still be the person in ur heart?

the way you used to tease me..still lingered in my heart everytime i see a guy doing that to a girl, i will think about you

so i have tried to tell you my feelings, but i dun care to be so direct, in case i shock you

i know about your feelings towards me

but i still tried

tell me..

what i must do to make you love me

what should i say to make u accept



how was your first love like? did you ever have one?

Its those tingling, hot, salty, bitter, sour and sweet type of feeling. and that feeling makes you laugh, cry, laugh, cry,smile frown, smile frown, depress, laugh, depress laugh and the cycle goes on and on.



I still remember my first love clearly. it was when i was in pri 4. I went for this bangkok trip for a swimming comp and started to develope feelings for this guy. He was not the best looking, but it was his character and charisma that attracted me to him. we were around the same age and would always challenge each other to see who was faster. we shared our thoughts and feeling, laughter and smiles filled my face whenever i saw him


however, things did not go as plan and we eventually distanced ourselves from each other. we became total strangers. even in the same swimming club, we behaved as if we did not see each other and would ignore. I feel very sad to part with him..but it built up my character from an innocent child to someone who is emotionally strong to resist this kind of childish tricks.


Now when im in poly, seeing those loving couples out there while im still single, i have both positive and negative thoughts floating in my mind. positive is that i can enjoy my freedom, no restrictions whatsoever about who i mix with, my preferences ect. however, on the other hand, I want to have someone whom i can call a soulmate, experience what it is like to be in love once more. I want to have the tingling sensation pass through my body when mr right come up to me and says "good morning beautiful."


I want to experience kissing in the sunset

I want to experience 8 letters, 3 words I love you

I want a hug with warmth

I want to sleep on the shoulders when im tired

I want to share my stories

I want to laugh at his jokes

I want to look into his eyes so deeply i'll fall for you again (:
would you rather lead an unproductive team or work alone?

ans: work alone

this basically sum up how i've been feeling the whole day. darn it my team just sucks to the core seriously. they either dun contirbute or dunno what they are talking about. and today's module is marketing, which is even worst. argh cant stand it at all.. hope can change team. and the girl somemore act like she is some big shot still smiling smiling. dun understand i explain to her then she ask the other team an obvious question.

no wait that was not the point, the point was, when we were doing ppt, she happily went to do the on a particular slide that was meant for company M. Then when we were presenting, i asked her if we were presenting on M then she said yes, in the end, we screwed up our presentation all because of her as we did the slide based on another company N. then i ask her agan if we doing on company N, she said ya. WTFFF! seriously man change team change team...tmd.

monday

went swimming with lynn eillen her brother jaz and victoria(lynn's friend). we went to safra yishun which was very nice like a country club (: swam and relax there was even a jacuzzi pool! hahahaha then i started to swim..when i swam back, the all stared at me as if i was an alien from outerspace. they said they was admiring my swimming..lol..i get that often but dun like that leh! i shy shy.. hahaha

Taught the gang how to swim butterfly and do freestyle turn. they were amazed that i could kick till got splash lol!!

but thefts are prominent at safra yishun, vic lost her phone. everyone seems to be losing things nowadays, joce lost her ez link, lynn lost her phone, then vic lost hers in the toilet at safra yishun.. im scared now..better be careful (:

thats all for now. hope my mood will be better tmr and hopefully fri i can go and enjoy!! (:

TGIF!!! you have no idea how much im looking forward to the weekend, once is so many months. i hope it would be better as the days goes by..

what have i been doing recently:

check others blog
facebooking- but now i think its boring
chatting up my classmates - they are all so friendly! i love them to bits. shouting I DUN CARE EH EH EH EH EH! in class is so much fun yet somewhat irritating. you feel like strangling them but at the same time they are your classmates that you feel a slightly pinch of respect for them to act like their true selfs.
gaming - seriously, my class like gaming alot alot. like bejeweled, they challenge one another ehhh! walau wei and their score is all so si bei high luhh! i feel so noob :X ...shall ask them on tips on how they play to reach their high scores.

editting pics - recently i dunno why i caught the photoscape edditing bug and now the whole of ytd till this early morning i have been edditing the pics till they look awesome! here they are:

you can comment and tell me which ones you like (: thinking of putting it on as my blog image









did for others too (:



jocelyn xiao mei!



grandpa wong.



just for your information this is a collage ahahaha
 school starts again..my new class is E54R which is the end of all the classes. basically people change and see new faces every other day but same familiar faces remain such as fatin, sharifah, syafiq. mixig with some new people are already trying to mix with them to fuse into their social circle as my class has alr formed a clique as they know each other from the previous sem. quite sad as the module are ot really interesting but kind of dry and systematic.

once again facing 4 walls, like a prison. facis, are typically ok not bad this time round alot of knowledgable and ethusiatic ones. classmates so so but kind of lively on tuesdays when my team are all korean fanatics.

lucky ones such as jocelyn's class i know about 9 of them. if i were to be in her class, sure atas darn bonded one luhh..just went out to celebrate tracy's and nora's birthday. its really weird why i celebrate my good friends friend birthday at like restuarants and forget to wish people happy birthday in my ow class not including a present and cake even..weird.

ok that practically sums up what life in school is, little quiz i found on fb.

Question 1 of 9: What is the theme song of Yeo Fusheng Norman's life?
t pain "church"
Question 2 of 9: If you were given $10,000 to spend on Eunice Cheung, what would you buy?
EVERYTHING KOREAN
Question 4 of 9: What sort of music does Jocelyn Pang like?
POP
Question 5 of 9: If you could be on any TV show, which one would you pick?
Question 6 of 9: If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?
SICC TO CLEAR UP SOME MATTERS REGARDING RUMOURS AND STUFF
Question 7 of 9: If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?
spend the day with my closest friends and try bungee jumping
Question 8 of 9: If you had a snail that could talk, what would you name it?
dumb dumb

school is starting tmr..back to being the same old yenxi in class again..my days will be filled with daily grades, computers and uts. life becomes a routine, and before i know it, i'll be feeling very sian and will pon sch again..and later wait for the holidays to come again. the life goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on..till the next holiday come.. wishing for next holiday to come faster!!

my class has 3 people i know..wont be so awkard tmrw! (:
tried a new restuarant called "food for thought" with jaz and eunice. we were supposed to meet at 1.30 but in the end, i came at 2 and jaz came at 2.30. Jaz passed her BTT!! so happy for her took her 3 times to passed it. I also signed up for BTT and hope i can pass it on the first attempt. some people said it is very easy and that all it takes is just a book and read through. but i think must study. one and the passing grade is 90%..means u can only get less than 5 wrong. dunno if can pass. if fail, must pay money to retake..what a waste.

WATCH THIS! jocelyn send this to me and it is hilarious! it really makes my day!!



i like how he cant pronounce his words properly and talk like a duck..

and AND.. THE TIME WHEN HE TRY TO PORTRAY A FEMALE VOICE AT "PEOPLE IN THE PLACE" he is NOT singing, he is SHRIEKING.

before you know it, this person would become the next william hung way to go man!! (: GONNA GET GET

kekeke!!
just changed my blogskin..looks more simple and nice. even included a playlist for some songs to be played so that my blog wont be so boring. but i dunno who comes to my blog leh..only like a few people i supposed. my classmates dun even know about my blog and you think they even care what i blog about?

the song "right here waiting" is so nice..listening to it is so soothing.. it will seem that all my worries and troubles will be gone.

went to cck stadium to play badminton with jocelyn PANNNNNGGGG. i think she is the only one who reads my blog..so pathetic. i think i only have a few readers..and looking at the stats i think its true that no one bother to view my blog at all..... :'(

i dunno why i should be keeping a blog? who do i do it for? why do i decorate my blog so nicely? what for? who and why do i do it? to please my readers, or myself? or to find something to do when im bored. that is something that im still figuring out..