heyo..
this is my second day staying at home for 2 days straight, never stepping out of the house.
It is worth it to spend your days at home with nothing to do? (just a thought)

For me, i'll only find it happy when I go out with the people I love and would rather cancel out on others whom Im not familiar with or even i've met for some time but dun feel a need to meet up or get closer to.

Sometimes I feel that the closer you get to a person, the more danger you put yourself into. The danger would be to let down your guard and let the person enter your thought and feelings. later, you cannot help but rely on him/her for help and encouragement.

Are there days when you get tired and feel that you are dragging your feet to get ready to meet that person That was what i felt when i was getting ready to meet X. I knew it wasnt right. The feeling of anticipation or happiness was not there.

So in the end, i just cancelled my outing with him saying that I was sick.

Is it a bad thing to do? please comment on my tagboard with your answers thanks(:

heyo..
this is my second day staying at home for 2 days straight, never stepping out of the house.
It is worth it to spend your days at home with nothing to do? (just a thought)

For me, i'll only find it happy when I go out with the people I love and would rather cancel out on others whom Im not familiar with or even i've met for some time but dun feel a need to meet up or get closer to.

Sometimes I feel that the closer you get to a person, the more danger you put yourself into. The danger would be to let down your guard and let the person enter your thought and feelings. later, you cannot help but rely on him/her for help and encouragement.

Are there days when you get tired and feel that you are dragging your feet to get ready to meet that person That was what i felt when i was getting ready to meet X. I knew it wasnt right. The feeling of anticipation or happiness was not there.

So in the end, i just cancelled my outing with him saying that I was sick.

Is it a bad thing to do? please comment on my tagboard with your answers thanks(: