its F1 fever nowadays but i cant fucking be bothered with any of the crap. I can hear the cars zooming by outside my house and im so noisy please. i suddenly feel very angry and moody now. here are the reasons why:

1.The F1 purposely didnt call me and avoided my calls though I tried to call them a million times and im angry why my friend and so many others got it while i didnt!?????! and the worst of all is that they come back to me telling me its cool and darn fun when im sulking at home and they are enjoying themselves while working. shit retards!

2. the relief teaching didnt call me even though i smsed them for a million times stating so clearly that i could work and applying the darn application!
do you know how long and how much trouble i had to go through to get that fu*king application done????! oh you dun come bullshiting to me and tell me you have enough teachers that why the hell did you even ask me to sign up in the first place???!! darnit! and worst of all, making me wake up at 6 in the morning to check my phone which i finally gave up doing coz its darn retarded and stupid.




im so bored and sian seriously. this is the third day that im staying at home with no plans and purpose. o.m.g im about to rot my life away.

you wont imagine what i did doing the past days to get out of my stupid boredom and shit life.

i went to sit the bloody train from mewton to joo koon and way back. i think it is about 2 and a half hours to get there and back which i didnt really time coz i was looking for the stopwatch application in my phone but couldnt find it.
actually it is quite fun you know...like a new experience and getting from a darn crowded train to an almost no one train is kinda amusing. i may do it again tmr if im so darn bored.

ok that about sums up my post on why im so bored so if you are alr sleeping, like me jot you up with some funny pics..





cute right?/ hahas







heyo..
this is my second day staying at home for 2 days straight, never stepping out of the house.
It is worth it to spend your days at home with nothing to do? (just a thought)

For me, i'll only find it happy when I go out with the people I love and would rather cancel out on others whom Im not familiar with or even i've met for some time but dun feel a need to meet up or get closer to.

Sometimes I feel that the closer you get to a person, the more danger you put yourself into. The danger would be to let down your guard and let the person enter your thought and feelings. later, you cannot help but rely on him/her for help and encouragement.

Are there days when you get tired and feel that you are dragging your feet to get ready to meet that person That was what i felt when i was getting ready to meet X. I knew it wasnt right. The feeling of anticipation or happiness was not there.

So in the end, i just cancelled my outing with him saying that I was sick.

Is it a bad thing to do? please comment on my tagboard with your answers thanks(:
saturday



met jocelyn and went to east coast to ride bicycle. As the holidays went by, every other meet up was either to bugis, or orchard. was very sian of it so we tried something different. just for $7, could entertain me for a whole 2 hrs. hehe





its good to go out and entertain ourselves with sports once in a while..keep fit! hahas

sunday


went out with two of my long time friends from secondary sch, J and E. Reminised about the past when we went for Malacca trip and China trip from sec 1 and 3 respectively. I keep laughing about how J, and i went to a beer factory and we were given beer peanuts. We ate a shit load of it and got ourselves high. hahaha. then we started to do crazy things like sing westlife songs while j's roomate filmed us hahahaha. then came a phone call and J answered, Hi? in a high pitched voice hahaha it turned out it was from my teacher!!! got questioned what were we doing singing so loudly lol.


and also we were crazy and retards we had long fringe at that time and put our fringe on our face, then wore our glasses over it. pure madness.


watched the ugly truth..it is a good movie and i'll rate it 3.5/5 stars hilarious and heart warming at the same time.


i really went budget on my money coz i was darn broke! my money keep dissapearing like magic! lol


monday



intended to go to settlers cafe at boat quay for a board gaming session with the girls.
but it was closed and the fees they charge is quite high. settled for mind cafe at pulvis street near bugis. Had a smacking good time!!


the games we played.



pink elephant..it is a form of charade or descripion were you have to get the other party to guess what it is. then you get a card. the peron with the most cards wins!!





taboo..hahah we got quite agitated trying to explain it to each other





oh this is darn fun. it is called xian zai bu zun xiao! now, please dun laugh. you are supposed to pick either an action or a joke card. the joke card objective is to make the person laugh. then you will get 1 chip. the action card, is to make the person guess what it is. you get the no of cards depending on the carade.


and the winner was....




eunice!!!





this is what i wore during that day. the weather was so hot!!!





and..


crazy siao ting tong.


tuesday


went swimming with kennia..initially supposed to go on wed but he cancelled. then when i asked him what he had on, he said "nothing"

!!!!??

cheat my feelings lorh!! walau..

but ok lah at least he made it up to me :)

went to pioneer but it was closed :(:(:(:(:(

so went to chinese garden one. the place very big! got wave pool woohoo. tried it out and we were swarmed by wave and more waves hahaha worth going again!

swam a few laps and tried to teach kennia how to swim breastroke properly but he wont learn -________-

had dinner and went home.

wednesday

played badminton with jocelyn near her house CC at bukit panjang. the booking fee is soooooo ex! siao man i rather play outside. nvm we made sure our money was well worth. booked for 1 hr but we played for 2 and half hours. hahaah cool man! my whole body is aching now coz of the badminton and the smashes! good exercise!!


after that went to jocelyn's house to slack and talk ad laugh like crazy siao ginas!! hahaha i shall not say what we did coz it shall remain a secret :)


next week will have another session!! woohoo!! looking forward to it!!


thats all for now.. gonna watch my newly addicted jap drama "liar game"



how time flies.



backtrack abit to last wednesday. met besties joce and eunice for an outing to Pluck @ Haiji Lane

ordered..

malt teaser!
its super duper good i tell you!
a must try!
look at the ooze of chocolate ice cream and the biscuit. its like oooooo so sweet and it will lift your spirits the moment you put a spoonful in ur mouth



look how happy i am? yummers!!





i love this photo alot! gotta thank eunice for her great photography skills! (: its my current dp!



i was doing the post when jocelyn stuck her lips out. euncie ask her isit you bu shuang, jealous of me? joclyn replied, no i got ulcer very pain hahahahah lol





pluck @ haiji lane is really a beautiful place. the ambience is so cosy and warm.



love you guys!







we went to action city at bugis and came across this stress ball in a form of a tomato. hahahah eunice forced me to take a picture with it on my head -_-



there is always so much fun and laughter with you 2! i feel time passes really fast and that is why we always go home late! haha! it is because that i wanna spend more time with you guys so i dun wanna go home so early!


FRIDAY

met kennia for a session of doing PP, badminton and swimming. I finished and submitted my Pp already but he hasnt even started lol. It was raining badly and we wanted to book the badminton court but it was fully book by the staff at RP as they were having some game -__- ok nvm.

wanted to swim but the Canoeing IG was using the pool to practise their canoeing. with their canoe in the freaking small 50 m swimming pool. what the freak right. go seletar reservoir to practise lah why practise in the swimming pool?!

was very fed up alr and it was raining so suggested going to pioneer to try our luck. upond reaching there, the badminton ourt was available!!! good grief! ok so played for 1 hr until was so tired then went to swim. tried out the lazy pool and the slide hahaha. im still a young at heart kid!!

and after swimming went to the nearby hawker centre to eat dinner. that was when kennia told me that he was going to go home and eat dinner then go running with his brother.

!!!???

not tired meh??

we alr played badminton and swam and every lap he had to stop coz he must rest then tired.

omg..its like..he is still not satisfied??


and and after our session he asked me when i wanna swim again and i told him wednesday and he said ok

then today, he told me he could not make it!!!

quite irritated and pissed off coz i rejected other outings and i sacrificed my time for him but in the end, it is not worth it!!!

arghhh..feel like killing and strangling him now.
i just finished watching Hannah Montannah twice. because i think its the collest movie that i have watched my whole life! Hannah Montannah is about a girl who on the outside is a pop star who has sold out shows every month but inside, she is a country girl Miley Cyrus.

How many people wish for a best of both worlds, a world that they are feeling sick and tired of and wanting something of another to fit into their life, like an adventure or somewhat so. But this story showed beautifully what it is like to live for both worlds, and make the best out of them. it is plain hardass work. I like how the story is so close to my heart, it tells the story of what i have been feeling and th dreams people want to achieve. It is so true and i agree with the whole movie. and the inspirational quote " lifes a climb, but the view is great." is so true. life is reality is harsh, but the more you work at it , you can make your dreams happen.

I have always wished for a better life, but never looked and see how fortunate i am to have an education, food, shelter, a place that i call home, good loving family and friends. It is time to cherish all that i have taken for granted and live life to the fullest!

even though i dream to be somewhat famous someday, if i work that dream, it may become true. but i will never forget my friends and family who hav supported me all along and made my dreams come true (:

love hannah montannah!


on thurs night, this was my dress for my my great grandma's 80th birthday! well, it is complicated as to how she could be so young while im quite old alr. actually she is my step great grandma in which my grandfather had a second wife.



this was the birthday cake. the green colour shape object ith pink flowers behind the candles it said "happy 80th bithday grandma!"





my great grandma. still looks very young huh! healthy and fit! (:

in total, there were 6 tables of people such as relatives, colleages, friends. did i mention that my great grandma founded moove multimedia, that one where they had all the cows menneqins along the roadside? 2000 of them were reportedly stolen and it was reported in the newspaper.



sharkfin soup tasted awesome! the soup had an aftertaste which lingered in my mouth



my french manicure (:



lobster with brocolli



ok this was marc who is a lawyer. he recited the verses from the bible which he picked specially for my great grandma





here comes a series of pictures with funny expressions made by my mum. i'll save the funniest one for the last



angry look haha



isnt this really funny?? ahhahaahahah i couldnt stop laughing at it lol



finally a good one taken by my brother



then, it was dancing time! (: my grandma and this uncle took centre stage



the seniors singing my great grandma's favourite songs





took pictures while waiting for the food to come as well as to past the time

my family sat at the table next to the band that was playing so it was quite noisy and when the dancing took place i had to move my chair in to give them more space







me, my mum and relatives



with my ee poh. she still looks very young despite being 6 years older than my mum and i love her necklace and dress! (:



the girls! (:



birthday cake time!!







HAPPY 80TH BIRTHDAY!

its F1 fever nowadays but i cant fucking be bothered with any of the crap. I can hear the cars zooming by outside my house and im so noisy please. i suddenly feel very angry and moody now. here are the reasons why:

1.The F1 purposely didnt call me and avoided my calls though I tried to call them a million times and im angry why my friend and so many others got it while i didnt!?????! and the worst of all is that they come back to me telling me its cool and darn fun when im sulking at home and they are enjoying themselves while working. shit retards!

2. the relief teaching didnt call me even though i smsed them for a million times stating so clearly that i could work and applying the darn application!
do you know how long and how much trouble i had to go through to get that fu*king application done????! oh you dun come bullshiting to me and tell me you have enough teachers that why the hell did you even ask me to sign up in the first place???!! darnit! and worst of all, making me wake up at 6 in the morning to check my phone which i finally gave up doing coz its darn retarded and stupid.




im so bored and sian seriously. this is the third day that im staying at home with no plans and purpose. o.m.g im about to rot my life away.

you wont imagine what i did doing the past days to get out of my stupid boredom and shit life.

i went to sit the bloody train from mewton to joo koon and way back. i think it is about 2 and a half hours to get there and back which i didnt really time coz i was looking for the stopwatch application in my phone but couldnt find it.
actually it is quite fun you know...like a new experience and getting from a darn crowded train to an almost no one train is kinda amusing. i may do it again tmr if im so darn bored.

ok that about sums up my post on why im so bored so if you are alr sleeping, like me jot you up with some funny pics..





cute right?/ hahas







heyo..
this is my second day staying at home for 2 days straight, never stepping out of the house.
It is worth it to spend your days at home with nothing to do? (just a thought)

For me, i'll only find it happy when I go out with the people I love and would rather cancel out on others whom Im not familiar with or even i've met for some time but dun feel a need to meet up or get closer to.

Sometimes I feel that the closer you get to a person, the more danger you put yourself into. The danger would be to let down your guard and let the person enter your thought and feelings. later, you cannot help but rely on him/her for help and encouragement.

Are there days when you get tired and feel that you are dragging your feet to get ready to meet that person That was what i felt when i was getting ready to meet X. I knew it wasnt right. The feeling of anticipation or happiness was not there.

So in the end, i just cancelled my outing with him saying that I was sick.

Is it a bad thing to do? please comment on my tagboard with your answers thanks(:
saturday



met jocelyn and went to east coast to ride bicycle. As the holidays went by, every other meet up was either to bugis, or orchard. was very sian of it so we tried something different. just for $7, could entertain me for a whole 2 hrs. hehe





its good to go out and entertain ourselves with sports once in a while..keep fit! hahas

sunday


went out with two of my long time friends from secondary sch, J and E. Reminised about the past when we went for Malacca trip and China trip from sec 1 and 3 respectively. I keep laughing about how J, and i went to a beer factory and we were given beer peanuts. We ate a shit load of it and got ourselves high. hahaha. then we started to do crazy things like sing westlife songs while j's roomate filmed us hahahaha. then came a phone call and J answered, Hi? in a high pitched voice hahaha it turned out it was from my teacher!!! got questioned what were we doing singing so loudly lol.


and also we were crazy and retards we had long fringe at that time and put our fringe on our face, then wore our glasses over it. pure madness.


watched the ugly truth..it is a good movie and i'll rate it 3.5/5 stars hilarious and heart warming at the same time.


i really went budget on my money coz i was darn broke! my money keep dissapearing like magic! lol


monday



intended to go to settlers cafe at boat quay for a board gaming session with the girls.
but it was closed and the fees they charge is quite high. settled for mind cafe at pulvis street near bugis. Had a smacking good time!!


the games we played.



pink elephant..it is a form of charade or descripion were you have to get the other party to guess what it is. then you get a card. the peron with the most cards wins!!





taboo..hahah we got quite agitated trying to explain it to each other





oh this is darn fun. it is called xian zai bu zun xiao! now, please dun laugh. you are supposed to pick either an action or a joke card. the joke card objective is to make the person laugh. then you will get 1 chip. the action card, is to make the person guess what it is. you get the no of cards depending on the carade.


and the winner was....




eunice!!!





this is what i wore during that day. the weather was so hot!!!





and..


crazy siao ting tong.


tuesday


went swimming with kennia..initially supposed to go on wed but he cancelled. then when i asked him what he had on, he said "nothing"

!!!!??

cheat my feelings lorh!! walau..

but ok lah at least he made it up to me :)

went to pioneer but it was closed :(:(:(:(:(

so went to chinese garden one. the place very big! got wave pool woohoo. tried it out and we were swarmed by wave and more waves hahaha worth going again!

swam a few laps and tried to teach kennia how to swim breastroke properly but he wont learn -________-

had dinner and went home.

wednesday

played badminton with jocelyn near her house CC at bukit panjang. the booking fee is soooooo ex! siao man i rather play outside. nvm we made sure our money was well worth. booked for 1 hr but we played for 2 and half hours. hahaah cool man! my whole body is aching now coz of the badminton and the smashes! good exercise!!


after that went to jocelyn's house to slack and talk ad laugh like crazy siao ginas!! hahaha i shall not say what we did coz it shall remain a secret :)


next week will have another session!! woohoo!! looking forward to it!!


thats all for now.. gonna watch my newly addicted jap drama "liar game"



how time flies.



backtrack abit to last wednesday. met besties joce and eunice for an outing to Pluck @ Haiji Lane

ordered..

malt teaser!
its super duper good i tell you!
a must try!
look at the ooze of chocolate ice cream and the biscuit. its like oooooo so sweet and it will lift your spirits the moment you put a spoonful in ur mouth



look how happy i am? yummers!!





i love this photo alot! gotta thank eunice for her great photography skills! (: its my current dp!



i was doing the post when jocelyn stuck her lips out. euncie ask her isit you bu shuang, jealous of me? joclyn replied, no i got ulcer very pain hahahahah lol





pluck @ haiji lane is really a beautiful place. the ambience is so cosy and warm.



love you guys!







we went to action city at bugis and came across this stress ball in a form of a tomato. hahahah eunice forced me to take a picture with it on my head -_-



there is always so much fun and laughter with you 2! i feel time passes really fast and that is why we always go home late! haha! it is because that i wanna spend more time with you guys so i dun wanna go home so early!


FRIDAY

met kennia for a session of doing PP, badminton and swimming. I finished and submitted my Pp already but he hasnt even started lol. It was raining badly and we wanted to book the badminton court but it was fully book by the staff at RP as they were having some game -__- ok nvm.

wanted to swim but the Canoeing IG was using the pool to practise their canoeing. with their canoe in the freaking small 50 m swimming pool. what the freak right. go seletar reservoir to practise lah why practise in the swimming pool?!

was very fed up alr and it was raining so suggested going to pioneer to try our luck. upond reaching there, the badminton ourt was available!!! good grief! ok so played for 1 hr until was so tired then went to swim. tried out the lazy pool and the slide hahaha. im still a young at heart kid!!

and after swimming went to the nearby hawker centre to eat dinner. that was when kennia told me that he was going to go home and eat dinner then go running with his brother.

!!!???

not tired meh??

we alr played badminton and swam and every lap he had to stop coz he must rest then tired.

omg..its like..he is still not satisfied??


and and after our session he asked me when i wanna swim again and i told him wednesday and he said ok

then today, he told me he could not make it!!!

quite irritated and pissed off coz i rejected other outings and i sacrificed my time for him but in the end, it is not worth it!!!

arghhh..feel like killing and strangling him now.
i just finished watching Hannah Montannah twice. because i think its the collest movie that i have watched my whole life! Hannah Montannah is about a girl who on the outside is a pop star who has sold out shows every month but inside, she is a country girl Miley Cyrus.

How many people wish for a best of both worlds, a world that they are feeling sick and tired of and wanting something of another to fit into their life, like an adventure or somewhat so. But this story showed beautifully what it is like to live for both worlds, and make the best out of them. it is plain hardass work. I like how the story is so close to my heart, it tells the story of what i have been feeling and th dreams people want to achieve. It is so true and i agree with the whole movie. and the inspirational quote " lifes a climb, but the view is great." is so true. life is reality is harsh, but the more you work at it , you can make your dreams happen.

I have always wished for a better life, but never looked and see how fortunate i am to have an education, food, shelter, a place that i call home, good loving family and friends. It is time to cherish all that i have taken for granted and live life to the fullest!

even though i dream to be somewhat famous someday, if i work that dream, it may become true. but i will never forget my friends and family who hav supported me all along and made my dreams come true (:

love hannah montannah!


on thurs night, this was my dress for my my great grandma's 80th birthday! well, it is complicated as to how she could be so young while im quite old alr. actually she is my step great grandma in which my grandfather had a second wife.



this was the birthday cake. the green colour shape object ith pink flowers behind the candles it said "happy 80th bithday grandma!"





my great grandma. still looks very young huh! healthy and fit! (:

in total, there were 6 tables of people such as relatives, colleages, friends. did i mention that my great grandma founded moove multimedia, that one where they had all the cows menneqins along the roadside? 2000 of them were reportedly stolen and it was reported in the newspaper.



sharkfin soup tasted awesome! the soup had an aftertaste which lingered in my mouth



my french manicure (:



lobster with brocolli



ok this was marc who is a lawyer. he recited the verses from the bible which he picked specially for my great grandma





here comes a series of pictures with funny expressions made by my mum. i'll save the funniest one for the last



angry look haha



isnt this really funny?? ahhahaahahah i couldnt stop laughing at it lol



finally a good one taken by my brother



then, it was dancing time! (: my grandma and this uncle took centre stage



the seniors singing my great grandma's favourite songs





took pictures while waiting for the food to come as well as to past the time

my family sat at the table next to the band that was playing so it was quite noisy and when the dancing took place i had to move my chair in to give them more space







me, my mum and relatives



with my ee poh. she still looks very young despite being 6 years older than my mum and i love her necklace and dress! (:



the girls! (:



birthday cake time!!







HAPPY 80TH BIRTHDAY!